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Mo|son CanadianSuper Regular Killer Scout P: 12/25/2020 20:52 | Yes. (67%) No. (28%) Unsure. (6%) Poll has ended (it ran for 14 days). 18 total votes. This was triggered by the loss of my cousin/BF Dave who went out West to make a better world. It was never good for him, he was in the Navy and his father beat him since he was 2. Used to lock him in the closet for hours. I hate his father and so does everyone else for doing that. Dave went to heroine cause his soul was tortured. In 2012 in some park in Vancouver at 6am some jogger found him leaning against a try foaming at the mouth. Dave was a hardcore gambler and a genius but his demons he could never shake. Needless to say he passed away that morning cause he just wouldn't slow down. This was around the time I stopped playing at drippys 2fort... and I must say, in my stats if you add up the hours i played drippys for 1 WHOLE year! ... WOW... I still have the callus on my lower right palm from all the dragging of my hand across the mouse pad. The little red tough bump lol. So what happened with me is that I became hateful and angry even on drippys sometimes.. cause I had so bad losses of friends and family... SO for all of you who remember how I was I am no longer that guy... just all the good things you remember. So I jumped off an overpass and broke my hip and fractured my skull. I recovered alowly from all that then I got cancer.. and it was stage 4 I was to 90% die... but.... no fought hard like a trooper and lived. IT LIVES! So without dragging this on, I was think about coming to participate back to the forums and servers... I don't drink/smoke/do drugs.. nothing but soda and orange juice haha... I may even try to play sometime I think I can do it... I just want to say I think about the old crew and how you people no matter how far you are away, we were a tight family and that meant alot to me. Always has. Why do you think I am here now? The tightest community on the net.. :D So through my struggles and redemption I would like to infuse myself partially back to the community. I have been through hell and have actually died. So this shouldn't really be too difficult. Mo|son. 2020 |
angry_saladSuper Regular Medic Capping Service P: 12/25/2020 21:26 | Welcome back dude, I always wondered if you were alright. Nice to see that you're still among us. |
skeetzzSuper Regular Flag Capper On Fire P: 12/25/2020 21:41 | Hi Mo|son...I watched one of your Demo YouTube videos a couple weeks ago, brought back memories from the old days. |
Prelude to AgonySuper Regular Sniper Harassment Duty P: 12/25/2020 21:52 | Mo|son Canadian wrote: It has been a long journey the last decade. Fraught with peril and terrible uncertainty. I won't keep you long (I'll keep you forever). So what happened in 2012 is that I tried to kill myself cause I was pretty messed up on cocaine and all over the place. This was triggered by the loss of my cousin/BF Dave who went out West to make a better world. It was never good for him, he was in the Navy and his father beat him since he was 2. Used to lock him in the closet for hours. I hate his father and so does everyone else for doing that. Dave went to heroine cause his soul was tortured. In 2012 in some park in Vancouver at 6am some jogger found him leaning against a try foaming at the mouth. Dave was a hardcore gambler and a genius but his demons he could never shake. Needless to say he passed away that morning cause he just wouldn't slow down. This was around the time I stopped playing at drippys 2fort... and I must say, in my stats if you add up the hours i played drippys for 1 WHOLE year! ... WOW... I still have the callus on my lower right palm from all the dragging of my hand across the mouse pad. The little red tough bump lol. So what happened with me is that I became hateful and angry even on drippys sometimes.. cause I had so bad losses of friends and family... SO for all of you who remember how I was I am no longer that guy... just all the good things you remember. So I jumped off an overpass and broke my hip and fractured my skull. I recovered alowly from all that then I got cancer.. and it was stage 4 I was to 90% die... but.... no fought hard like a trooper and lived. IT LIVES! So without dragging this on, I was think about coming to participate back to the forums and servers... I don't drink/smoke/do drugs.. nothing but soda and orange juice haha... I may even try to play sometime I think I can do it... I just want to say I think about the old crew and how you people no matter how far you are away, we were a tight family and that meant alot to me. Always has. Why do you think I am here now? The tightest community on the net.. :D So through my struggles and redemption I would like to infuse myself partially back to the community. I have been through hell and have actually died. So this shouldn't really be too difficult. Mo|son. 2020 There should have been a 'fuck yeah' we remember you. Good to hear from you dude...sucks what you went through, but glad you found yourself and your way back here :) |
EnginGhentSuper Regular Crack-Powered Capper P: 12/25/2020 22:02 | I thought of you the other day when I saw a Molson logo on the side of a building. For better or worse, all of the people here are more memorable than any of us give ourselves credit for. You got dealt a bunch of shitty hands, and you stayed in the game. You should be proud of that. Whether you get back into TFC or not, that kind of trauma is incredibly difficult to process, move on from, and materialize into stability. Be kind to yourself, and don't be ashamed of asking for help when you need it from those around you. |
Fluffos My BitchDaycare Manager Crack-Powered Capper P: 12/25/2020 22:18 | Welcome back Mo|son! Your story may be long, but it is far from over. Continue living your life. |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 12/25/2020 22:39 | Hell yeah, we remember you, man! I'm glad you're still walking among us, and yeah, I had wondered what happened to you. Some of older faces/names have moved on from here, but we've also gotten new ones added to the mix. But this community is still as tight as ever. Our little corner of the internet is still here, and going on. Definitely hope you stick around, and that we will see you in the server. Welcome back! |
lil-bastard P: 12/25/2020 23:45 | Welcome back Mo|!!! |
LGMB95033Super Regular Deadly Dispenser Man P: 12/26/2020 00:51 | Horrid story glad to see you made it through. God bless. |
moose poopSuper Regular Body Splatter P: 12/26/2020 09:49 | Welcome back and Merry Christmas. |
-[IBSC]-iLluSiON-Daycare Manager Killer Scout P: 12/26/2020 09:49 | Welcome back. I'm glad to hear you're doing better. That sounds like a real rough few years. Old skool D2F demomen unite! |
EmotionallyDisturbedParakeetSuper Regular FatGuy With A LittleGun P: 12/26/2020 10:52 | EnginGhent wrote: I thought of you the other day when I saw a Molson logo on the side of a building. For better or worse, all of the people here are more memorable than any of us give ourselves credit for. You got dealt a bunch of shitty hands, and you stayed in the game. You should be proud of that. Whether you get back into TFC or not, that kind of trauma is incredibly difficult to process, move on from, and materialize into stability. Be kind to yourself, and don't be ashamed of asking for help when you need it from those around you. |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 12/26/2020 11:53 | -[IBSC]-iLluSiON- wrote: Welcome back. I'm glad to hear you're doing better. That sounds like a real rough few years. Old skool D2F demomen unite! Careful, Walnut might get upset with that statement... ? |
Mr. WalnutsDaycare Manager Pipey FlagCatcher P: 12/27/2020 01:01 | Welcome back, Mo|son. I beat Stage 4 myself. Not a great club to be in, but better than the other one, yes? But with all that other shit AND 2020? Wow. Perhaps you should take another year off because I'm only just now beating some of your records. |
BackalleybuttloveSuper Regular Crack-Powered Capper P: 12/27/2020 08:02 | Wow, you're the #12 flag capper on the server. I eagerly await seeing your skills. |
fredSuper Regular Rocket Suicider P: 12/27/2020 09:55 | Welcome back sir! |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 12/27/2020 10:31 | Mo|son... meet Fred. Fred is one of the best people we've got in the community nowadays. He's a good dude, and I will vouch for him until the cows come home to roost. Not even joking. He's a solid team player, and you will enjoy having him on your team. Or you'll regret it if he's not. |
Matt_tfcSuper Regular Shotgun Quick Draw P: 12/27/2020 16:24 | Florist, how does Freds penis taste? |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 12/27/2020 17:07 | Ask your mom, all I could get out of her were moans and screams. |
defensiveScout P: 12/28/2020 08:20 | Mo|son Canadian wrote: It has been a long journey the last decade. Fraught with peril and terrible uncertainty. I won't keep you long (I'll keep you forever). So what happened in 2012 is that I tried to kill myself cause I was pretty messed up on cocaine and all over the place. This was triggered by the loss of my cousin/BF Dave who went out West to make a better world. It was never good for him, he was in the Navy and his father beat him since he was 2. Used to lock him in the closet for hours. I hate his father and so does everyone else for doing that. Dave went to heroine cause his soul was tortured. In 2012 in some park in Vancouver at 6am some jogger found him leaning against a try foaming at the mouth. Dave was a hardcore gambler and a genius but his demons he could never shake. Needless to say he passed away that morning cause he just wouldn't slow down. This was around the time I stopped playing at drippys 2fort... and I must say, in my stats if you add up the hours i played drippys for 1 WHOLE year! ... WOW... I still have the callus on my lower right palm from all the dragging of my hand across the mouse pad. The little red tough bump lol. So what happened with me is that I became hateful and angry even on drippys sometimes.. cause I had so bad losses of friends and family... SO for all of you who remember how I was I am no longer that guy... just all the good things you remember. So I jumped off an overpass and broke my hip and fractured my skull. I recovered alowly from all that then I got cancer.. and it was stage 4 I was to 90% die... but.... no fought hard like a trooper and lived. IT LIVES! So without dragging this on, I was think about coming to participate back to the forums and servers... I don't drink/smoke/do drugs.. nothing but soda and orange juice haha... I may even try to play sometime I think I can do it... I just want to say I think about the old crew and how you people no matter how far you are away, we were a tight family and that meant alot to me. Always has. Why do you think I am here now? The tightest community on the net.. :D So through my struggles and redemption I would like to infuse myself partially back to the community. I have been through hell and have actually died. So this shouldn't really be too difficult. Mo|son. 2020 Condolences for your loss and suffering. Your community needs you now more than ever, fam is fam. Rise from the ashes like a phoenix, maybe do a dance around the medicine tree, burn some sage, breath out the old pattern, breath in the life you want. Its big of you to open up, share your experience, and assess your journey. If you walked in the past, it is now time to dance instead of walk. Your heart knows the answers, you just have to listen. I’m gonna go hug a tree now. |
EmotionallyDisturbedParakeetSuper Regular FatGuy With A LittleGun P: 12/29/2020 07:03 E: 12/29/2020 07:03 | Mr. Walnuts wrote: Welcome back, Mo|son. I beat Stage 4 myself. Not a great club to be in, but better than the other one, yes? But with all that other shit AND 2020? Wow. Perhaps you should take another year off because I'm only just now beating some of your records. Had my own stress and upheaval above and beyond just the vague but persistent (and real) existential dread of 2020, but, also realize others have been dealt far more imposing challenges. Hope your health (and your family) continues to be stable. |
kyreeSuper Regular Present Dropper P: 01/01/2021 20:28 | glad to hear you are still around...been a long time Sir |
HydroxideSuper Regular Headshot Master P: 01/01/2021 23:39 | good to see you're still kickin |
Boo BooSuper Regular Master HWGuy P: 01/01/2021 23:51 | Welcome back! |
Kay-DubberSuper Regular Destroyer of HWGuys P: 01/28/2021 16:48 E: 01/28/2021 16:56 | Wow.. always wondered what happened to you. Welcome back!! Glad to hear everything has turned around for you. Best of luck in the future my dude, and hopefully you can hop back in the mix and show me how to play Demo :) |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 01/28/2021 20:53 | HOLY SHIT! A KAY-DUBBER SIGHTING! How you been, man?! |
JohnnyCanuckSuper Regular WMD Creator P: 01/31/2021 21:54 E: 01/31/2021 21:55 | Made my day to see your post, Mosolm. Best of luck. |
-[IBSC]-iLluSiON-Daycare Manager Killer Scout P: 02/01/2021 14:47 | A Johnny siting! |
rockyDaycare Manager Evil Medic P: 02/23/2021 09:37 | Mo|son Canadian wrote: Mo|son. 2020 Hi Mo|. <3 to the oldies |
Ignorant_FloristDaycare Manager Pipebomb Monkey P: 02/23/2021 11:17 | Holy shit! A Rocky sighting! Where you been, man? |